Letters With Love - 10

I got a thought of writing a story about a girl with every character of yours. But, I gave up just with the thought, you know why?  I fear I would never start the story coz I am never sure how many pages I may end up describing you!

I really know you care for me but I don’t understand when you purposefully act like you never care. Sometime later I know – I realize!

And there are other moments where I play back past smiling and end up with a desolated feel, you text me ‘Are you ok?’ instead of ‘How are you?’ and I keep wondering, forgetting what I was in!

There are really uncountable moments for which I would be upset over you and would stare straight at my desktop. Once there was a similar situation and you phoned me. You took only 40 seconds to make me smile again. I wonder!

Usually, simple questions go unanswered but when I am with you simple answers go unquestioned! I really wonder why no one asks me ‘whom you like the most?’ But even if someone asks, I would never give someone the pleasure of hearing your name from me!

Do you know? I have one photo of yours in which you smile and sometimes don’t. Puzzled? Yeah, I too was. Later, I developed a habit to take a look at that photo before calling you and proceed only if it smiles. You are smiling in it since then!

Do you know what I enjoy the most in our conversations? It’s when you laugh when am angry, I might sometimes say ‘Don’t laugh!’ but I would have smiled involuntarily then!

When am not alone, I get a strange feel that I am not so good with people around me always. But I never get that feel when you are around. Do you know why? I really don’t know!

Everyone has something to answer when someone asks ‘The Best happening’ for their life time. I am not sure what you have and what you would say but I would stay silent without an answer. May be if you ask, I would whisper it in your ears ‘Shhh.. Secrett!’