My heart missed a beat.
"Is it her voice??"My Brain questioned for the first time.
"Dont act much. I know you recognized her voice!" My heart replied but had a doubt whether I was the person whom she needs excuse!
"Hurray it was really me!" heart beat a lot now compensating the missed beat!
"pochu da.. ivan summave overa aaduvane.. now she calls him. Am gonna hibernate now!!!" brain screamed!
Just before I could recal my month old preparation to talk to her, she continued,
“nalla pesina (Yu spoke well).. Congrats”
(Girls never need preparation it seems! Might be true with her alone!!!)
This was the opportunity I have had after months’ await. I am contradicting her words as I have no words to speak now. Am dumb with a blank smile which would certainly say how far I have longed to speak to her. May be I am dumb just because am interested in listening to the sweetest voice on earth!
“J (dumb smile)”
She took smile as my reply and added,
“irundhalum ivalo koba pada kudadhu (You should really reduce your temper)..”
(Advising is the only thing every girl does with perfection. In fact she is different- perfection in different forms!)
My brain started its activity now.
It perfectly calculated and said “your first ever conversation is going to end. Bala, better get going..”
Regaining my confidence, I decided to build on a conversation. But my heart took over the charge now leaving back my blind stare cum smile over her.
“J Thanks” I said. Those were the first words. In fact, only Word I spoke in that conversation!
After that little conversation my heart regretted that I could have spoken more. But satisfied with that sweet little conversation and I replayed the same sweet voice from her which was really meant for me!
I was speechless again.
My brain ”she just said, don’t get carried away”
My heart ”everything will be fine if you ignore your brain’s voice!”
My heart ”she likes painting, drawing and now your speech too”
That day.. I decided to utilize every opportunity to speak in public. The only reason is that she likes me speaking than being dumb. Her first words- First words of appreciation, still linger in my heart whenever I complete any of my own prepared speech!
Started chanting her name and tried all sorts of combinations in tamil with her name in the name of a short poem!! Wanna know her name??
God is Really Crazy..! Now she too joins him.
Driving Me Crazzzzyyyy!!
heyy sema flow of writing.. criouslyy :-).
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the use of these are brilliant...
i thout i was d only one, till i read these :)
gr8 work :D
Machan:)
ReplyDeleteRomba super da:)
@Shriram: thanks da!
ReplyDelete@Mithun: :)