That was the time I got internet connection in my home. From that very moment I was quite happy as I could be more in touch with Priya as she would be online only in the evening. I rush up to home after I get down my college bus. It would take a normal of 15 minutes’ walk to reach home. But the Priya factor has reduced the time by 5 minutes. Still the time was not enough for us to talk more. I was bit worried as I was talking more about Aaradhana to Priya. She knows well, for that matter whole college knows well about my “one-side-love-story”.
Now I have got everything every college going youth would be happy to have – “a PC with Internet facility and a Mobile phone with messaging facility!” Is that not enough to ruin the most valuable time of Indian youths?
I was trying all possible ways to make Aaradhana speak to me. My 90% of conversations with Priya will have Aaradhana as my topic. Priya was the only source among girls to get some gossips and hot news in hostel. She would rather react stupid sometimes when I speak about Aaradhana, but she will never say anything odd or show her anger over me. Rather, say “Time up – Bye”!
God was crazy once again during the lab hour – Engineering practice lab.
“Aaradhana is angry and got irritated by your act. Don’t try to act smart. Bye time up” Priya’s last few lines in the chat. Puzzled! I was really happy that I am doing something to be in her mind always. I wonder someone or the other is also working for me! But it was not the case with her; I could sense the seriousness of the matter with Priya’s few lines.
Someone wrote my name beside her name in a paper which covers the work piece. The paper was clearly folded and kept in the shelves where everyone is allowed to keep their work pieces. Unfortunately, it was Aaradhana to see that paper before me! I am sure that I was happy for Mr.X’s act of joining our names together. But I guess Aaradhana was not too much into that. At least it could have been me who inflicted her anger! A deep silence prevailed within me and
Heart started, “Namma onnume pannalaye da!”
Brain replied, “Whatever, she knows the matter very clearly now. Happy?”
Heart, “hey, she would hate me now for no reason!”
Brain, “Hmmm… Yeah. You speak as if she loved you to the core before!”
Heart, “Whatever, she didn’t hate me before!”
I was all alone in my home and ultimate silence prevailed all around. Constantly I was disturbed by Aaradhana’s thoughts and Priya’s words. Heart was looking out of my conscious to solve this problem where my clustered neural network interrupted often!
“I only did that. Just to show how much I love you.”
“Ha... ha… you did that?? It’s the first time you gonna speak to her. You wish to lie?”
“Cha… Cha… it’s not me. Is this all you have understood about me?” how is it?
“She is not even your friend; she would have not even considered you as a classmate. Adhukulla understanding ah?!”
“Hey… what will she think when I get the real person and say the truth to her?”
“She will be happy but do you want to publicize the matter?”
“No. Not really. She will be hurt by that act for sure!”
Whatever you do now, it will show your odd attitude and desperateness in her. It’s better to keep shut for some time and start following ‘attract-her-for-no-business” policy!
God is Crazyyyy Still…!!
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