I was trembling down with more combination of feelings. I was happily confused – lovely insane – humbly proud. I felt like my Heart was pounding to its maximum without a single breath! This made me to oscillate my mind between the past and future. Every man is happy when he forgets to regret the past and avoids the fear of future. I could never imagine even those simple words out of her just intended for me! She knows it was me and yet she answered! It was all fun once again!
It was nearly a yearlong gap and she is back to me! Brain remembered something and started to speak again as well,
“If you are confused about a thing let it go, if it comes back it’s yours, if not it never was!”
Heart was much happier to utter even a single word but this time with a little fear with Priya’s words – “You are your problem!”
I could not decide and it was quite surprising to see my Heart feeling something out of Aaradhana. But I was pretty sure, Priya wont mistake and she would be happy for me! It was a little dizzy feel when I had a small doubt, “What if Priya loves you!?”
Heart responded, “Dint you? You never thought of Aaradhana for the past six months and you want to get her out of your mind!”
Brain, “But I guess, I dint throw her out!”
Heart replied, “Then, why the hell you talked with Priya with all intentions to attract her?!”
I could not tolerate that discussion as Heart took the charge as the brain! One could never do anything without the complete support of Heart. I have had experience in convincing brain or even ignoring brain’s views but have never did that to Heart. I don’t want now too!
In a simple motive to convince, Brain started again, “What else could be the best feel when someone who ignored you for the past three years have turned towards you? What else could be the happiest moment when your first love – even not if accepts – just acknowledges?”
With a small pause which would certainly make think even ‘brainless’ Heart, Brain continued “Is that not your life defining moment, when she said, ‘Hello’?”
Brain was emotional and Heart was silent which was more than enough for me to assume am convinced. Took my mobile, just saved that number to be ‘Aaradhana’ and made my first ever call to contact ‘Aaradhana’! This time, ‘Munbe va’ seemed much melody and I felt like it was directed only towards me! The loveliest feel ever a guy could get is when you call your dear one and find a song that is perfectly matching your situation. Even if not intended for me (us) – I (we) assume!
She responded directly without even a hello, “Hey Bala, how are you!?”
I was laughing aloud within me with a silent smile outwards which she could hear through her device! I could not resist my joy and wanted to shout out louder, scream in joy, jump in air, hear a rock music and dance for it till I die out and finally I wanted to show how much I loved her!
I was busy imagining and even forgot to reply her and she continued with a pause after waiting a few seconds, “Are you there? Bala?”
I just returned back from my flying posture and replied her, “I love you Aaradhana!”
My first words for her!
Life is Beautiful
Haaaa!! Really Beautiful :)!! Madly waiting for Life is beautiful-15 :)
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