Letters With Love: 01

28th April 2012


It’s more than a year since we met.
Lots of things happened in the year, as per your wish and against mine. You would call it ‘God’s’ grace and I would gladly accept it. I could have written you earlier but I wonder why now? May be God’s grace again, as you would say!

I usually have a feel that I own you. Not in the wrong sense, I just feel no one has the right to even write about you other than me. You are no celebrity to deny that!

I have friend(s) to share, a love to care and a family that anyone would be jealous of– this could mean I have moved on, but still I hold a place in my heart no one could ever replace. I wish am there with you as you are 'in' me - I don't care, anymore!

I really don't have any feel towards you now except that a small tinge of happiness when I see/hear something that remembers you. Now its getting much reduced, coz I don't really care! You still wonder, why I write then? You forgot? God's Grace! 
 
You were a dream in my life and so I ever cherish the sleep! Not practical to live with you in the distant land, but good enough to sleep in the day to catch you in your dream land! But sometimes, I do think, if I have known you better, we would have shared the same time zone forever!

Once I thought, if I never see you- I could easily get over you. But later I realized, it’s similar to omitting a character completely from the English alphabet or erasing a number from Fibonacci series! I could have missed you, but I have never - I will never, I could never! Better people walk in and walk out, best people stay – you know who you are to me!

I don’t have a countdown to meet you as I am not sure of the end, I trust counting forward for I have always gained a little more confidence in life with every day added!

May be you miss being here, even if not with me. But I would have missed being with you even if you were here! The words you spoke – I hear, the gestures you show – I fear, the corridor you walked – I stare, now am here where I met you last – standing still. I wait. I still wait for your ‘bye forever’.

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