Letters with Love - 04

April 23, 2012

Whenever I feel like talking to you, I could just call. But I stop with an unusual emptiness and a question ‘What if you think am disturbing you?’ for a moment, think and start writing. I really wonder how I got this habit of writing letters! Might be you think otherwise. I always get a feel to converse without a solid topic, so I may stumble after I call you. It’s always better to write than to make a wrong conversation – I feel.

Morning roads were little busy as I rush towards the office. Even with an hour delay, I never cared to add one more minute staring and smiling at the pathway where you would wait for me in the evening!

When I entered my office floor, there was no one. It’s usual and happens every day for me, but today I felt how it would be if you were here! I have never got a call to my desk phone, but today it rang – I wonder why I thought it could be you for a moment before I picked it up!

Opened my mailbox, zero unread mails it said. Suddenly received a mail from a friend – not you, the first thing I noted was your name and I wonder what's there just magical to make me feel happy. Those are days, when I miss you completely but don’t call/ text since morning waiting for you to initiate. Later I would be initiating first, with a thought I have missed out a complete day at last!

Sometimes I feel why I am missing you the most even when I meet you often. Later, I console myself as it would be the case after a few years! Now I just wanted to say you a thing, may be this is not worth the call. ‘When you really think of someone the whole day, you miss them and you relate everything you see with them!’ When I say this, you may feel you could have heard that somewhere else – that’s why I write!