April 24, 2012
There
are days,
I
would say ‘I want to enjoy being alone’ and you would hang up the call. But
later I would feel life would be much beautiful if it was about you and me
alone!
You
cry for silly reasons – I would talk for hours to make you normal, and then I
feel like holding you close and say you everything will be fine soon but I
usually won’t. I want you by my side when I feel low but would never let you
know as you would feel much.
When
we meet and you hold my hand for relatively a longer time, I would feel no
difference as you say that time. But later after you leave, I would smile
blankly looking into my hands!
I
talk about others who I care other than you, not for I wanted to show I care
you less but to show you there is always a life beyond! I show up as I don’t
care when you talk about guys other than me, but really I do.
I
sleep texting you, sometimes I wake up suddenly and feel like replying you
back. But would stop myself as if I do once, you would expect a reply and stay
awake all nights! You say ‘I love you’, it’s really harder to hold back my love
for you, but I prefer being silent saving them back to show you them rather
just saying it!
You
use one word to reply in a text, I could have called you and sorted out the
problem but I always feel its better if you yourself understand and comeback. I
doubt whether you understood every time but you have came back always – I love!
When
we have a problem, I usually shout at you ‘What the hell you want me to do?’
you would calmly respond ‘I want to be with you!’, then I would realize and
smile feeling how lucky I am!
I
feel you love me more, but I wanted to say – there are days when I do love you
more!
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