Letters with Love - 06

We have walked together holding hands in life so far, but now there comes the day of separation. I stand resist moving further, holding your hands still. But time moved and it’s the time we should move further.

Some days, I sit blank with nothing to think. But today was not such day – I was thinking how it would be after 10 years. We would have moved deeper in our own ways, you have a life – I have mine. We may think we shared one 10 years back.

I would never stare my mobile screen past 10 and your name would never appear flashing suddenly bringing a grin over my face.  Our calls may start ‘Hey… How are you?’ and end with ‘Keep in touch’ which we never have heard saying each other. Earlier, a day without a call ended in a long call at night fighting over reasons. But there are many such days, still we stay comfortable.

Your silence will never be your off mood anymore and even if it was, I may not know. I would never be able to read what you think exactly as you would have someone else to read you perfectly. I wonder whether I could have a chance to say what you think even!

When I call you after a long break from a different number, you could even forget my voice and ask ‘May I know who is this?’ and I say something that remembers you the past – you turn silent for a moment and then smile. When I call you, If it says ‘Call Waiting’ I would never feel anything more than you are busy and would never call you back till you return my call!

We may remember the tiny moments we meet the tiny calls which made huge sense, really small texts which would define our moods and time we spent waiting for a minute talk. We can just remember them but no longer live them!

We would never meet without prior plans, we would never call without festivals and we would never talk without needs but still when someone asks we would ever say ‘We are Best Friends ever!’ I would promise, even if I am not in touch – I would ever write but will remain un-posted as always!