Letters with Love - 02

April 4, 2012

I never had a crush over you, but when you said ‘it’s just a crush. Leave behind and walk further’ cheering me up when I thought I had a love failure – I think I had a crush. I have never stared at you, but when you said ‘Don’t worry. I will never leave you!’ when I was down – I saw you a little longer – possibly I stared. I don’t remember smiling to myself, but when I read your text ‘I will be there to disturb you forever!’ – I did smile to myself.

I never cared what I wear till you once noticed and commented on my shirt – but since then I dress a little perfect and would expect you to compliment but you never did. When we abruptly stop and have nothing to say more, you usually say – ‘Ok… See you later… bye’ – but then I wanted to hold you back just to stare. I never looked back while walking away after we meet – but I did once when you too turned back – but then I ever turn back, you never did. May be you did, but at the wrong time.

I have never felt anything different over ages, but when you said you love someone else – I felt why I am not that one. I never talk to anyone else the way I do to you, but when you said that you have one more friend like me – I hated the word ‘like’, even then not you!

I never wanted you to love me, but it would be the best thing that has ever happened on Earth. I never loved you either, but when someone asks me whether I love you – I prefer ‘I don’t know’ to ‘No’. Till then, I have never lied, but whenever you ask ‘Are you ok?’ I usually say, ‘yes’ since then!

Don’t ask me who the girl is – obviously I would say “It’s you!”

Don’t ask me who the guy is – obviously I would say “It’s me!”