I
usually write down whenever something special happens when we meet so I
won’t be blaming my memory in future. I even write down even when
nothing special happens but just meet, you know why? Maybe even that
could be a distant dream after days!
Whenever
we depart after we meet, I get a strange feel as this could be the last
time I meet you and so I always wanted to stay a few minutes longer.
But you believed we will meet again calling it faith, but I bet there is
always a ‘last’ for everything!
You
may suggest me to give a call whenever I miss you, I may promise and
say ‘Sure I would’ but I fear your phone will be ringing all day
together. So I would ask you to do the same and my mobile will stay
silent all years together!
I
searched for my mobile all around once when I missed you and wanted to
call you badly holding the mobile in my hand. Recently am misplacing it
many times a day but I involuntarily search my hands first!
Gone
are those days where you stare at your mobile screen and expect me to
call / text and I would do it without a delay just with your thought.
Even now I always have a choice to call / text but it would remain as an
un-attempted choice ever after!
I
may not ask you ‘a cup of coffee?’ again and in some days you even
could forget the phrase. But, I would remember it every evening hoping
to forget it!
Maybe
all that I could manage and move on, but I could never find a way to
stop my urge to call you and act indifferent when something reminds me
you!
Whenever
someone asks me that involves you, I usually say ‘I don’t remember’ for
all that remembers you – with a faith I could really forget them one
day!
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